I Am Smitten As Winter Approaches

We moved to this property in the fall. With boxes to unpack, painting to be done, utility details to unravel, I can’t say my focus was the pond. But each time I drove by, on my way on or off the premises, I would think how pretty it was. I realize now, that the colors we chose for the inside of our new home were inspired by the ring of foliage surrounding the pond when we arrived.
I first saw the pond up close on walks with our dog. Although this move was a default plan to accommodate my health, when I was near the pond, I could see there might be some redeeming value to our relocation. When I was close to it, it piqued my curiosity. It was teeming with flora and fauna, with bugs and mire. As I observed these things, I fell gradually, but seriously, for this little life force. It was a big, beautiful Petri dish.

As the busy fall blended into dreary winter, I remember one day in particular when, although winter was approaching, it was unseasonably warm, and I was out for a late afternoon walk. It was a good day, (i.e., a day when my legs are strong) and I circled the pond six or seven times over the course of an hour and a half. The whole time, the sky became more and more ominous, spitting rain off and on, as a harsh wind kept me wondering if those who were tuned to the airways knew of an impending tornado. The sky was churning billowy cloud masses, and it felt as if Armageddon was upon us. There was an eerie darkness, but, something about being near the pond made it all feel invigorating.

I think that’s the day I became smitten by the pond, as it sat black and silent, not competing with the natural elements surrounding it. It dared me to take another lap each time I passed the path to our house. In total confidence and full comfort, I repeatedly did, until it became too dark to see my footing. Only then did I walk away, and I did so reluctantly.

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